As I was reading in Psalm 13, I came across a sense of desperation and desolation in David’s heart and mind. Consider this verse,
Psalms 13:3 (KJV) Consider and hear me, O LORD my God: lighten mine eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death;
Sounds pretty desperate to me.
That made me think about how positive I am right now and how much I have to thank God for and how blessed I am and I ask myself have I ever felt this desperate? When I think about it, the answer is, “Yes”. I have known times of financial distress. I’ve known times of emotional turmoil involving family and friends. I’ve been in war zones. I could make up a list if I wanted to, but unless I go digging for them, they remain buried in my past. I know they’re there, but I don’t dwell on them.
From there I got to thinking about how often in different family relationships, and friendships we resort to forgiveness. I got to thinking about how forgiveness is an expression of love, but then I ask myself, “Is forgiveness mentioned in the Love Chapter?” My first answer was, “No”. But then I thought about it a little more.
The word forgiveness is not used, but there is a phrase that approaches it.
1 Corinthians 13:5 (NASB95) does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,
I used a modern translation because the Authorized Version does not reach the depth of meaning here. What it declares is that love does not keep accounts. It does not have a profit and loss statement. It doesn’t carefully document every output and input. Love moves on. You can think of this is a type of forgiveness but there is a subtle difference between classical forgiveness and love chapter forgiveness.
The difference I think is that in I Corinthians 13 forgiveness is not asked for, it is bestowed as a principal. When you set things aside and move on, and don’t dwell on them and harbor them and respond based on how you have been wronged, it is a stronger form of forgiveness than just making a statement, “I forgive you.”
Classical forgiveness would involve a dialogue where two people get together and interact. It might involve confession and asking for forgiveness. It might involve admission of wrong and repentance. I think of it, possibly as a conversation.
One of my thoughts on this chapter is that it needs to be considered in the context of the statement by John that “God is love.”
This chapter when it defines love defines attributes of God. Think about how it starts about love being long-suffering. What a perfect example of how God responds to us. He is patience personified. God putting up with us is the definition of long-suffering. Think about how long he put up with the rebellion of Israel each time before He would lash out with punishment. So God in a sense does not keep records. We have verses that seemed indicate that God takes our sins and buries them someplace where He doesn’t refer to them anymore. That is a good thing. How well does it compare to the idea of forgiveness?
I’m thinking, and it’s just my thinking, that God has two levels of responding to our failures in our sins. On one level are the every day shortcomings that we can’t seem to avoid. I think of those moments of losing our temper in traffic or glaring at the crack in the sidewalk we tripped over. I think that possibly God just kind of doesn’t keep an account of those.
On the other hand, we have the major sins of our lives, the open rebellion. We have those times where we look at the known will of God and we consciously go the other way. I’m speaking here hypothetically. I’m sure none of us would ever do that. However, when it happens, God is willing to restore us, but it requires repentance and confession. It is not automatic.
So just as my mind wanders on this idea of hard times and suffering and moves to forgiveness, I try to define how God deals with us. I am quite comfortable talking to God in the morning knowing that my behavior is not perfect. I know that He accepts me. I also know that I have a heart that has been touched by the Holy Spirit, and does not have any rebellion resistant to the world of God.
I hope it remains that way. I hope you can say the same.
homo unius libri